November 01, 2014 at 12:18PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1trpBAf Something about Friday's. xx

October 30, 2014 at 01:37PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1tECg4e #80daysofinternship #64daysleft #calizandsusu4eva

October 29, 2014 at 04:53PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1zI36Nt So crumble. Collapse This is not your destruction. This is your birth. #80daysofinternship #65daysleft #gostronger

October 28, 2014 at 01:36PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1Do4SzR So near but so far! Thanks for lunch Nats! Highlight of my dayyyy 😘😘😘 #80daysofinternship #66daysleft

Do you ever feel sad or lonely, or like the world's leaving you alone tonight?

Cause im sad and lonely and scared. It feels like im never gonna figure anything out. Im never gonna get it right and ill always be stuck somewhere wrong.

I hate nights like these.

October 27, 2014 at 01:06PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1rIV3XC Everything I am is because of you. Everything you've sacrificed has led me here. And thank you for laughing your head off when I told you the things I do during internship. Thanks uh ma. 😂😂 #80daysofinternship #67daysleft #mummytakemeawayfromhere

October 26, 2014 at 03:33PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1zaho8s It's in the little things. Like calling and making time for me when I need you. You are endlessly appreciated and loved! 😘😍😘😍

October 24, 2014 at 02:07PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1sWkVlN Remember when the hardest part the day was getting to school on time? #80daysofinternship #71moredays

Things I need to say to you.

Just because you admit you were wrong and said sorry doesnt erase what you did. IT DOESNT MAKE YOU ANYMORE FORGIVABLE. And dont play the victim here when we know who's the one that fucked up.

I hate this. I keep thinking, if you had even an ounce of love and respect for me, you wouldn't have treated me this way. It was obvious now you didnt. You're so good at saying sorry. How bout next time you dont say you're sorry and just dont do shit like that anymore? Sounds good?

I dont know if my sanity and mental health will be able to endure the cold cold hell that is internship.

Hey Nicky,

In my dreams you were gone. And the grief, it was new. I miss you Nicky. I cant see your face on my phone and convince myself that you're gone. But you are.

Love you

October 22, 2014 at 10:11AM

via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/ucALW2nzTb/ Missing so much in life right now. DONT GROW UP KIDS. IT'S A TRAP. #80daysofinternship #73daysleft

October 17, 2014 at 11:27PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/11DAPsj TGFGFLNOEIHGI: Thank God For Good Friends Like Nat Or Else I'd Have Gone Insane. For all the interns, FIFTEEN MORE WEEKS. WE CAN DO THIS. STAY STRONG 💪 😘👷👍✊💞

October 16, 2014 at 12:56PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1stga2I Gray skies and silhouettes. 👻 #80daysofinternship #76

October 15, 2014 at 07:24PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1sHvhqT 😭😭😭😭 #80daysofinternship #77

October 14, 2014 at 06:55PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1vqpEiQ Oh, hello there. #80daysofinternship #78

October 13, 2014 at 08:23PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1sAkxvy One down, 79 more to go. #80daysofinternship #worknowlepaklater

Tiny baby steps for the future.
Why does it feel like the start of the rest of my life? It's too early to be this dramatic.

October 11, 2014 at 04:41PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1qCGaVn Back in Ipoh without you. Ohh how I miss you.

October 07, 2014 at 01:34PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1s7ps5R The good things always last. Like your smile, your laugh...The way you'd sit on my brother's head when he annoyed you, the way you'd spray the whole bottle cologne when you were heading out. The way you'd try to scare me everytime I came home late. God Nicky, you were the older older brother me and abg never had. And we loved you and respected you and we still need you. But I know you're in a better place now and we'll see you again someday. We'll keep you with us, you'll always be on our minds and in our hearts. Till next time Nicks. I love you. Al Fatihah.

I miss you Nicks.

October 05, 2014 at 11:14AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1vzCsjp Starting off this Raya with a little baking for the ones who deserve it most!

October 03, 2014 at 08:53PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1r86HKb Be honest and upfront with the people you love. Relationships don't work any other way. xx

October 02, 2014 at 10:53AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1vz9PVL Oh man, take me back to September. ✈