Friday, March 1, 2013

Hello once more,

a few nights ago, or maybe weeks ago- I cant keep track - I've realized how someone I thought I was close to has treated me. I don't know how I could have been so blind.

We were close and then we weren't. When you don't have anyone to eat with, you call me. Unless something better comes along - then it's goodbye.

I don't know why I attract such shitty friends. Maybe I bring it out of them. The more I type the more I realize how I seem to bring out the worst in people. It's me.

I'm the problem.

It feels overwhelming - this revelation. I really do bring out the worst in people. Dear god, my poor family.

No wonder things in my life is shit. I've always brought the worst out of everything. I should come with a warning sign: Prolonged exposure cause destruction.

I cannot breathe. I CANNOT BREATHE. I CANNOT .

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