August 24, 2014 at 12:12PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1txgxtt 78. There exists no one like you, no one you can be compared to. So in there lies your love and heart. Then suddenly, you are home. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 23, 2014 at 06:37PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1p1H3vw 77. Remind us all of what we used to be. Making time for each other is much harder than it used to be but I'm so glad we still do this. I'm so glad that we all still love me.😂😂

August 23, 2014 at 11:23AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1polhBk 76. Throwback to Thursday. Met up in the morning for FYP Presentation and lunch then headed home for a nap....only to meet up again for dinner at Tangs + impromptu karaoke sess. Oh days like this 😍

August 22, 2014 at 06:33PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1tyc1tI 75. June's ice cream treat and lunch time at Arnold's. Forever with the same faces! #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays #SFG #FOREVERSFG

August 21, 2014 at 04:57PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1ph8EIg You guys make me smile until I have no eyes. Thank you for all the effort you put in from the start. Im the sort of person who gets excited sbout new projects quickly then dumps them half way. But with you guys? Im in all the way. All the wayyyyyyy #teamgenesis

August 21, 2014 at 11:42AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1rnkAuD 74. Kissing goodbye to fuuuuuucking FYP. #teamgenesis #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

Everyone I've ever loved has left me lonely

I'm trying to type this out but I have no idea how to say it. It's like big gulps of emotions in my throat and it won't let all the perfect words out. Every chapter of my life is different and every time I never wanna close the book on that chapter. But I do - because that's what you have to do. You have to move on and go forth and hope that all the other chapters that lay ahead are just as good as the ones you've left. But somehow, every time I close a chapter, I feel like I'm lugging within me ghost of chapters past. All loves that left me, it's like a shard of glass pierced through my skin. I don;t know how to numb myself so it's just stinging. My whole life is stinging right now. 

Everyone I've ever loved has left me lonely, 

Every time I let go, I'm high and dry 

Every time I think I'm one and only 

I find myself alone not knowing why 

All the mystery and the magic

You light up what once was tragic

And I know that I will miss you when you're gone. 

I don't think truer words have ever been spoken. 

xx

August 19, 2014 at 05:10PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1tj9nrL 72. No turning back now. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

Its stuck on me how you could be at the same place at the same time but have your whole world changed.

August 18, 2014 at 06:53PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/XuqXz7 71. You are my sunshineeeee, my only sunshine! Love you Mia! 😘😘😘😘 #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 18, 2014 at 01:27PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1BskEvr 70. I'm a mess in a dress, can't do anything right. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 17, 2014 at 08:03PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uIs2kw 69. Zai go away. (featuring his FYP project) #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 17, 2014 at 11:54AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1Ano7tL 68. What's a raya without selfies? #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 17, 2014 at 11:38AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uHouPy 67. Always a good time. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 14, 2014 at 06:24PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1owEZvb 66. Beginning of the end. This shit's bittersweet. I love you all so much. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 14, 2014 at 01:56PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/Y7jxlt 65. Here's to a million more stupid face selfies, 3am MacD's sessions, to midnight movie sessions that lead to 3am MacD's session. Happy Birthday Zai Zai! I pray for your happiness and for you to have the strenght to overcome any adversity that comes your way. Here's to one of most dedicated, most lame assed, most funny, most smily person I know. Friends sampai Jannah ok? 🌌🌟🌠⚡🎂🎂🎂🌌🌟🌠☀☀⛅🌟🌠🌌🌈🌞🌞🌝🐆🐅

August 12, 2014 at 05:36PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1sxwaTD 64. If my heart was a house, you'd be home. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 11, 2014 at 10:44PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/VfIskU 63. I can count on my hands, the number of days we have left. But always remember that it's never goodbye It's always a "I'll see you later!" 🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅

August 10, 2014 at 05:22PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1vt6fP8 62. Of yesterday's joy. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 09, 2014 at 07:12PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1sIlSxD 61. Black and white crew 🐼 #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 08, 2014 at 09:41PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1skcp1F 60. My lip gloss be poppin. My lip gloss be cool. All the boys keep jocking, they see me after school. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 07, 2014 at 10:17PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1ogoEdT 59. For some reason (talking in macs till 3 in the morn) today felt really tiring and slow and sluggish. But awesome people met today. #soitsallgood #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 04, 2014 at 03:35PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1ky7W9e 57. So I bare my skin and I count my sins // #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 03, 2014 at 09:32PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1s1Dnel Hey do you like playing with sparklers? Cause if you want, you can light my heart on fire. 🔥🔥🔥

August 03, 2014 at 08:11PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uWQteZ 56. Old best friends and chocolate. Always a good combination. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 03, 2014 at 04:46PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1AMhsKI 56. Caliz's mum has got it going on. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 02, 2014 at 06:19PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1qCgji0 55. Raya 2014 edition. My cousins are all too hipster to take photos with me. #hipstercousinproblems #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 01, 2014 at 10:50PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uP1dvU 54. Days that turn into nights #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 01, 2014 at 10:00PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1rRhrPC 54. Blazers and beaches #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

"How do I say I adore you?
J'adore, J'adore, J'adore"

"You wanna be sad, be sad. We'll ride it out with you.
And when you get finish feeling sad? 
We'll still be there"

July 30, 2014 at 10:00PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1nTFqiU 52. Nothing will ruin your 20s more than thinking you should have your life together already. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

F. I feel like I'm drowning in this nonsense.

July 29, 2014 at 04:35PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1pzNNLZ 51. So proud of @zahidbinmalik! It's not everyday that you see your friend win something so prestigious like Next Top Model! Congratulations 🎊 to🎉🎊🎇🎆

July 28, 2014 at 08:23PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1xovPQO 50. If you're lucky enough to have even just 1 person that loves you, you've struck gold. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 28, 2014 at 05:12PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1q8tk2q 50. Always be chilling. Selamat Hari Raya guys! Forgive me for things done intentionally or unintentionally! Mohon maaf zahir dan batin. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 27, 2014 at 08:25PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uuGmOg 49. I don't care how much you change in the future. You're family and because of that I'll hold you in my heart forever. FOREVA SUCKKA. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 26, 2014 at 11:18PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1xgiXML 48. Hold my hands, I can hear the ghost calling // Hands by @hennabytazkaurb #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 24, 2014 at 08:20PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1z7igbk 47. Not everyday is a sunny day. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 18, 2014 at 02:01PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/WgONgR 45. I'm gonna pick up the pieces, and built a lego house. If things go wrong we can knock it down. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 16, 2014 at 10:30PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1t3sQg6 44. And i loved you, i loved you all along. And i forgive you, for being away for far too long. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 14, 2014 at 11:17PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1qYp0Fu 43. Things we already knew #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 14, 2014 at 12:16AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1ycJnBa 42. You made flowers grow in my lungs and although they're beautiful, I can't breathe. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

x

You really are useless.
Ya Allah, forgive me for this but really.
I don't know how you live with your decisions.
I'm so close to hating you but I know that does nothing but hurts me.
Some people light up the room when they enter -
You light up the world when you leave.

July 10, 2014 at 07:45PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1qYOkNg 41. Happy Birthday Afiqs! You are your own person and you're awesome just the way you are! Dont let your insecurities get you down ok? May happiness find you no matter where you choose to go. Love youuuu! #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays #AFIQSTURNS22 #idontknowboutyoubutifeel22 #everythingsgonnabealright #ifyoukeepmenexttoyou

July 10, 2014 at 07:43PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1oFI6Nl 41. Happy Birthday Afiqs! You are your own person and you're awesome just the way you are! Dont let your insecurities get you down ok? May happiness find you no matter where you choose to go. Love youuuu! #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays #AFIQSTURNS22 #idontknowboutyoubutifeel22 #everythingsgonnabealright #ifyoukeepmenexttoyou

4 am

You have a front that you show people and you can be all cool and hipster or chill and laidback. But eventually, you let go of the front with the people you care about. And idk but is that the reason some people stay with us longer than others? Because we let go of who we pretend to be and become more then just an label. We become a 4 dimentional, complex, i-have-hopes-and-dreams-and-the-same-sorta-insecurities-as-you, honest to god human being?

July 09, 2014 at 07:36PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1jpaGW1 40. Pasta pasta pasta bake! #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 08, 2014 at 07:38PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1kzBpcY 39. Few mins to breaking my fast when cravings strike! #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

Not everything is because of "nasib" ok.
It's not what cards you're dealt but how you play them.

July 07, 2014 at 10:00PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1mAOuIX 38. All of your flaws and all of my flaws, they lie there hand in hand. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 06, 2014 at 05:15PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1mWFCHK 37. But then you'll find your very own moment where none of that matters. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

I'm staring ta this black empty page and I'm wondering what to type because there seems to be a tangle of words right at my fingertips but they won't come out right. The fall upon each other and make no sense when they come out and thank god this isn't paper - I'd be tempted to burn it all down. 

Sometimes life exhaust me and I just want carefree days without having to think about things. I want to watch endless seasons and reruns and live in shows and in the pages of romance novels and to always know who the main characters and re-occurring characters in my life are. Like I'd just have to check the opening credits to know who are the important people this season and never have to bother about anything else. I sound lazy. No wait i am lazy. I don't want life to start but urrghh I can't wait for life to start.. 

July 05, 2014 at 07:31PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1mTV6MF 36. Take a walk with me? #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 04, 2014 at 09:18PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1oukyMR 35. You've got a tangle of outer space inside of you and you can't lose the darkness between the stars without losing the stars too. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 04, 2014 at 09:17PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1mrabuM 35. You've got a tangle of outer space inside of you and you can't lose the darkness between the stars without losing the stars too. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

July 03, 2014 at 09:34PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1qT5bi4 34. Do we search for ourselves in the people we love, or do we love the people we find ourselves in? #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

I look back on old pictures,
and it aches slowly,
I miss you.

“I crave space. It charges my batteries. It helps me breathe. Being around people can be so exhausting, because most of them love to take and barely know how to give. Except for a rare few.”

—	Katie Kacvinsky

July 02, 2014 at 09:33PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1qle0ll 33. I have this theory that even when I'm not looking for you, I'm wondering where you are. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

“I want something else. I’m not even sure what to call it anymore except I know it feels roomy and it’s drenched in sunlight and it’s weightless and I know it’s not cheap. Probably not even real.”

—	Mark Z. Danielweski, House of Leaves

July 01, 2014 at 06:53PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1mEozdq 32. And there are roads that life takes us on that seem random but truly are not. And there are people in life that you trust to stay and those you allow to leave. But here or a million miles away, we keep the important ones in our hearts and there is not a day that goes by that you dont search for them. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays