Saturday, May 31, 2014

June 01, 2014 at 01:54PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1u3GnFt Lust is a friday night; Love is a Sunday morning. xx

May 31, 2014 at 09:42PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1rtAvHx 2. Family is not an important thing, it is everything. #100daysofhappy

Friday, May 30, 2014

May 30, 2014 at 06:18PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1mPiMFi 1. I think our cameras were never meant to capture the way the sun glints of wet pavement, causing gold fractions of light to dance off the land. The way it shades the sky in pinks and purples and golds . I dont think our cameras were meant to capture those solitary moments where everything becomes what it needs to be. #100daysofhappy

Thursday, May 29, 2014

May 29, 2014 at 09:15PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1oxA0dp My problem is that I fall in love with words, rather than actions. I fall in love with ideas and thoughts, instead of reality. And it will be the death of me.

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

May 28, 2014 at 06:03PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1tm7Q2L Bruner - Breakfast, lunch and dinner.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

May 27, 2014 at 08:32PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1oEubs9 In poisoned places, We are anti-venom, We're the begining of the end. xx

Monday, May 26, 2014

Take away my ego, let me see my truth. 
I want to be done being angry, I want to be done being hurt.

I want to teach you a lesson in the worst kinda way.
Still, I'll trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday.

Just One Yesterday
Fall Out Boy

May 26, 2014 at 08:23PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1h4ZBs3 #Day12 Grateful for positivity #AttitudeforGratitude

May 26, 2014 at 08:22PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1ozEaiu #Day12 Grateful for positivity #AttitudeforGratitude

Sunday, May 25, 2014

May 25, 2014 at 06:53PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1oi2Hen #Day11 Had an event to go to with my mother & aunt so Im making all the faces today. Grateful to know the love of a mother and aunt. Selfless enough to love unconditionally.

Saturday, May 24, 2014

May 24, 2014 at 11:04PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1k4tQtB #Day10 Grateful for my favorite boys & all their army talk. #AttitudeforGratitude

Friday, May 23, 2014

May 23, 2014 at 07:36PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1onqya7 #Day9 Grateful for corners and candles. And friends who forgive. HAPPY FRIDAYS! #AttitudeforGratitude

Thursday, May 22, 2014

May 22, 2014 at 05:57PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1krQuk9 #Day8 Pan fried chicken & potatoes for lunch today and then I realised how grateful I am to be in the position of liking school, of being able to put in effort and see results. Oh and @zahidbinmalik because felt left out from last #AttitudeforGratitude.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

May 21, 2014 at 10:51PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1sUvLWQ Got my milkshake going on but i dont see them boys. #mymilkshakebringsalltheboystotheyard #waitnoyardhow #stillbetterthanyours

May 21, 2014 at 04:31PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1i2TpLA #Day7 thankful for these people in life. #attitudeforgratitude

May 21, 2014 at 04:21PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1jCenqf Throwback with @8thchronicle

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

May 20, 2014 at 07:40PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1teABjC #Day6 Grateful for selfies, salads and sunsets. #AttitudeforGratitude

Monday, May 19, 2014

May 19, 2014 at 08:37PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1oIaNg8 #Day5 I'm grateful for old photos and old friends. And peach crisp.

Sunday, May 18, 2014

May 18, 2014 at 11:00PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1mIFUG7 #Day3 I am grateful that I am able to to choose where I want to go in life. I may not have every opportunity in life but I have more than what I deserve. Or maybe I do deserve them. Or maybe I don't. Urgh, im sleepy.

May 18, 2014 at 07:29PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1p2DK3H I'm even messy when I bake.

Saturday, May 17, 2014

May 17, 2014 at 11:14PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1oAOVmS #Day3 Im grateful for late nights, long naps, family, rain and an extention on Friday's rj. Does that sound too superficial? Cause I totally am. #AttitudeforGratitude

Friday, May 16, 2014

May 16, 2014 at 09:20PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1lHWODD #Day2 I am grateful for the long roads that have led me home. #AttitudeforGratitude

Thursday, May 15, 2014

May 16, 2014 at 02:55PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1jkRR56 Classes in today then Fluff bakery cupcakes for dessert & Hjh Maimunah for lunch! Satisfiedddddd!
You used to feel like home to me.

But now nowhere feels like home.




May 15, 2014 at 05:54PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1lsMoEX #Day1 I'm thankful for being over-emotional and sad and lost . I'm not 24/7 positive and happy but when I am, it's pure and true. Being sad allows me enjoy being happy that much more. #attitudeforgratitude

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

May 15, 2014 at 01:27PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/QLthNT Props to @nthrsh for THE. BEST. MEME. EVER. #selfielife

May 14, 2014 at 10:06PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1lnV13C You know what's dissapointing? When you put in late nights and effort into a project and then people shoot you down. I swear, if my team mates were anyone else, I'd have gone home right after the meeting. But it's ok, lessons learnt. Still proud at all the effort my team put in. #TEAMPALINGKECOH

Sunday, May 11, 2014

May 12, 2014 at 12:05AM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/RDdFxg Your smiles make me feel like gold & your love is the only thing I've ever known.

May 11, 2014 at 09:50PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1nBJ2D9 Tonight was delicious. // Mother's Day 2014

Saturday, May 10, 2014

May 10, 2014 at 08:04PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1lcA0vv Sometimes before it gets better, the darkness gets bigger. The person you'd take a bullet for is behind the trigger.

Thursday, May 8, 2014

May 09, 2014 at 12:23AM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/SEhfI5 All the right moves and all the right faces so yeah, we going down.

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

May 07, 2014 at 08:40PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1skyE4M I am who you want me to be and then I end up losing myself in all that. Its like constantly having plastic sugery on my personality and it makes me question my friendships.

Saturday, May 3, 2014

May 03, 2014 at 08:17PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1nSZxgv Why kling? WHYYY

Thursday, May 1, 2014

May 01, 2014 at 11:06PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1rJ62QC Bun days and old friends

May 01, 2014 at 07:16PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1i0xaVO Brunch with my ladies. My forever loves.

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

April 30, 2014 at 07:34PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1nH0aK0 Red sky at night, sailors delight. Red skin in the morn, sailors warning. // 30.4.14

Monday, April 28, 2014

And I'm not the kind to take slaps to my face.

I always say forgive but don't forget but then I realize that you don't truly forgive a person until you forget what they've done. 

And that's the hardest part. 
I find myself dwelling on the mistakes that have been done to me and it constantly causes me to wonder what mistakes I've unknowingly made. I double back, I second-guess, I am ready to give up hope on ever finding a true rock-solid friendship. I know I'm no good at being a friend because people - people should not lean on me. I crumble like a biscuit at the first slight and I know I have issues and I know it's more than some people can take. 

I look back and realize that you've never respected me as a person. Maybe I was your friend but friendships can easily be broken. Respect is much harder to break.

I wish you had respected me enough to ask what was going on. I wish you had respected me enough to not say things like you've had enough. I wish you had respected me enough to see the effort I put in for you both. And I realize, that respect goes both ways but I am flawed and I cannot see past what you've done. How am I supposed to ask you to see past what I've done - even though I don't know what it is I've done.

I miss having someone to talk to, to laugh with, to be myself with but I don't miss you because what you've done feels like a slap in the face. And I'm not the kind to take slaps to my face.

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Black Out.

Blackout nap where when you are awaken from your nap it feels like everything before the nap never exsisted.

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

April 23, 2014 at 11:08AM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1fnl7lm Free Wednesdays // Ayam Penyet Wednesdays

Sunday, April 20, 2014

April 21, 2014 at 02:09PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1muaaGg Everything good starts with Bismillah. #YEAR3 #IWOKEUPLIKETHIS

Thursday, April 17, 2014

April 17, 2014 at 06:55PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1j5Kiem Impromtu lunch at JB with my two darlings. Im grateful every step in RP has brought me to meeting awesome people!

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Do you ever feel like some moments are meant to be?

Do you ever feel like some moments are meant to be?


 Like today I woke up early enough that the sun had not yet risen and the moon had not been outshone. It was there just shinning like a perfect circle and then I thought back to the night I just had. I didn't get much sleep and had a full day the next day but the time I spent not sleeping was hardly wasted. The world was still asleep and I felt like I was in on a huge secret. The world is beautiful after all.

Sometimes moments become so perfect and precious that you have to protect them, embellish them, hold on to them because they become the anchors that hold you down. 




Sunday, April 13, 2014

I’m self-sufficient

I’m self-sufficient. I spend a lot of time on my own and I shut off quite easily. When I communicate, I communicate 900 per cent, then I shut off, which scares people sometimes.






Bjork on ‘Self-Sufficiency’

source

Saturday, April 12, 2014

April 12, 2014 at 08:25PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1gk8pUs Superhero love yo.

Thursday, April 10, 2014

April 10, 2014 at 06:27PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1hk4aN4 Look who's here to wish you Happy Birthday @skxnnybxtch ! HAPPY NOT?! jagan lupe eh nnti you kene kawin dua. Hehehe. Happy Birthday Syam! Sayang kauu:*

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

The tears will come and it's real

Wanting to cry is better than feeling numb because the tears will come and it's real, it's fresh and raw and really feeling something. Which means that it will pass. 

When I'm numb nothing comes to mind. everything is expected and everything is cold. 
I always liked the cold but not this kind of cold. This kind of cold isolates you and ravages you. It seeks to slice you off from the world.  Like an iceberg set adrift. 

Tuesday, April 8, 2014


I'll light a fire from
the dust and ashes of my past 
and from them I will rise


My bones will burn and ache,

they will scar and bend 
they will boil and break 

But they will float 
and then from the ashes of them 
I will rise

c.a

Monday, April 7, 2014