Things About Caliz

I'm all outta faith, 

This is how i feel,

I'm cold and i am shamed, 

lying naked on the floor. 

- Natalie Imbruglia, Torn

You have no idea how many times I stare at your picture. You have no idea how many times i wanted to call you, but I wont. I wont drag you back into me. Not while im not sure of anything and everything. 

I thought you were taking me for granted, but in a way, i was taking you for granted also. 

"You never know what you have till it's gone" 

Knowing that I always had you made everything better. but then i realized, i'd always have you, so what's new? 

But now after everything's said and done, maybe this is where we're supposed to be. 

but maybe, 

just maybe? 

xx