Today I feel horrible.
I can't spell, I can't draw, I can't speak, I can't sing. I can't even have friends.
Today I realized that my friends come and go like the seasons of a highly D class sit-com.
Each season the cast changes and while some may stay the same, they all eventually go away. I wish it was easy as it being me pushing people away - I would just un-push them if that were they case.
But somehow, i doubt it's me pushing - i think its more of me repelling them away.
There's something in my that's dark. That no one want to be apart of and the scariest thing is I can't think of what it is. And even if I did know, would I change it?
Nah, it's probably what got me through these fucking seasons of "friends".
Today was horrible.
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